would not surprise me more if my life is any out and out joke of a higher being, or skip the hidden Kamerea out of my closet. Today was again one of those days where I would have preferred a pistol and a ball. Sorry I get no access to both items. I feel sad for the whole of life, false, false too superficial and. I had to accept too many of these things than I could now say: "Look at me, I am the personification of luck" I feel more like "Bye, all the snot makes me no more" at ease. ALL of my time was important and expensive I would rather see the spear driven through the heart, as I get closer views. And today, people still complain that I am and prefer to shut oneself off from a distance. Great, then it means I was "arrogant" or "capricious." This whole circus, there is more to me than just to your neck out, I can not!
Everywhere I have only stress or work, I can only listen to dumb things down or make me leave. Frankly, I'm already afraid of people with time. Without the Internet I was a total lack of communication and would sit around and just stupid to go alone, brooding in front of me. All my feelings that I've put in ages ago for me, important friends, are turning to poison me and me from the inside. I feel completely free from unnecessary and out of place in this world. All races with a hell tooth past me and I am not able to grab the things that make up life. Instead, I'll thrown further back after each test and always lose more courage or confidence. If I could I would trade my life for another or simply resign. That's all not fun anymore, I want to live too! And life is, in this case do not live forever, or even to be immortal. No, it means that I also want what they have to "cake" and do not want to get off the fist in the face. Dreams are for me a Utopia, which I highly condescending laughs and takes my mind. I'll get myself ready ...
Hopefully soon what happened, while I do not think more of the ...
0 comments:
Post a Comment